I love you.
I have known you forever. you are my first love, my first best friend,
the first person who actually understood what I had to say
See you... you are the only one who knows my greatest fear, my strongest emotions.
You know every thing I like and dislike
Everything I love and hate
We could laugh for hours together, talking to each other was a sought after escape
We didn't have to make time for each other because we wanted to be with each other
no matter what
Always and forever
You wanted me just much as I wanted you
You were my first priority and I was yours
you wanted to listen to my thoughts, my dreams, hopes and fears.
Our conversations led to discoveries, cries, laughter
They made us better people
But somewhere along the way you stopped caring
You no longer had time for me
We saw each other as you rushed out the door
or in passing where with a quick glance, you walk away
So please tell me
when did I stop being your priority
the one you talked to, the one who mattered the most
When did I become the last person to matter
When did jobs, studies, internships, friends, enemies, strangers
All become a priority before me
Is there something wrong with me
SILENCE
Did I say something to hurt you
SILENCE
Please tell me
I will fix myself
whatever I did, I will fix it
please ... I'm sorry
SILENCE
So we remain distant, parallel lines that never touch
we don't talk as much anymore
you say yes to others to get away from me
But it's okay, one day you will need me again
and we will start talking,
laughing and crying
we will one day want to be with each other
I hope and I wait
for that day to come
But for now, I see you sometimes
on the glass building
when you comb your hair
or brush your teeth
or go shopping
I see you sometimes
But I wish to see you more
Because no matter what
I love you
Always and forever
I love you
--LIFE--